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Wow, I haven't updated in a while huh? Yeah, haha. Well, last night I went to the winter ska jam and it was insane. The first few bands were really shitty but the rest were terrific. Except for the Fad... they were horrible! I am so sore, yeah what now? I skanked my ass off again. It was so great! I went Jessica and Stephanie. It was Stephanie's first time in the pit and she did great haha. I sound like such a retard. But I am sooo sore. I had a great time, what can I say?
I have hung out with Jessica alot this vacation. It was nice. Me, Jessica, and Anna went to the diner on Tuesday. I have pictures.
Then me and Jessica decided to make brownies.
Things are going great. Since I haven't updated in so long, I've been with Mike for a little over a month and he's the best thing that could ever happen to me. I love him more than anything. I really feel like the most luckiest girl in the world. He's beaaautiful! He's the best boy in the world, really. He's the smartest person I know and he's just not like the typical boy, at all. I am incredibly happpy!
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[26 Jan 2005|06:24pm] |
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[06 Jan 2005|10:18pm] |
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Things are going alright I guess. I didn't go back to school after the vacation because of my spleen. Nick got here Friday from California. Him and Anna are now going out and it is amazing. Yesterday for the first time I saw Morrissey's new video for "I Have Forgiven Jesus". It was a real dissapointment. It didn't look all catchy like his other ones. It's just of him and his band memebers walking down a sidewalk and him in a priest's suit. I don't like the whole idea of him being a priest's suit. I don't see any point in it. It shouldn't make him more proud to be celibate or anything. I don't want to sound like I hate him, because we all know I don't hate him. I am like the hugest Smiths and Morrissey fan but I don't really see what Morrissey is doing now. I'm not so keen on it. I shouldn't make such a big deal out fo that one video.
I didn't get to go to The Met because of my spleen. Anna and Nick are going tomorrow without me, yeah thanks. Tomorrow I should be going over Jessica's and hanging out with her, Steph and Mike so that should be fun. Chan did ask me out, but I said no. I do feel guilty because I sorta made him think I liked him but I didn't know I was doing. He won't even talk to me anymore. He was always a great friend. I still wanna be his friend. But, you can't get everything you want.
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2 Big Mouths  Strike Again
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[13 Dec 2004|05:00pm] |
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Well... my band concert was Friday. It was great! We did so well! I kicked butt on the bells and xylophone and I didn't mess up once on timpani considering I only got to practice my part once since I ahve been out, I am that good! We did so great, I can't believe it! I got to see everyone again and I loved it. Really, I missed my band buddies so much! I miss Band and English the most. While we were waiting in the band room to go on, everyone was asking me if I was suspended. They asked who I beat up and why. Kristin Puzelle turns around to me and goes "I hear you got suspended, that's why you haven't been in school. Who did you beat up". "Umm... I wish you."
Now at school everyone knows I had mono. Anna's friend's sister knew. She goes, "Ohh yeah. That girl in my school has that same vegetarian sticker, she's the mono girl". Great, like I want to be known as the mono girl in my school. Thanks to Le Ann everyone knows now. Aren't I lucky?
MKy tutor called today. She seems very nice and soft spoken. I don't really want a tutor but I need one so I don't fall behind. I can't come back until after the Christmas break :/.
I went shopping on Saturday. My mom got me a cool jacket that I can't wear until Christmas. It's a track jacekt and says "England" on the back. I love it! My dad should be buying my digital camera soon. But, of course I can't open that until Christmas either. I ordered Anna's DDR and her PS2 yesterday. She is so excited. We couldn't find PS2 anywhere! I am her lifesaver! :D. I am the best sister in the whole universe! I swear! The skirt for Jessica, that isn't coming out too well. I am going to buy her another present for Christmas and save her skirt for her brithday which is right around the corner as well. She is doing the same for me too haha.
Nick comes soon, in 18 days I think. I can't wait! I will get to go to the Metropolitan Museum and Greenwich Village! Yessss! I really can't wait. I got him the best present. I know he should love it:D. Since I was all by myself this weekend I want plans. I want to do soemthing with all my friends. I wanna go bowling but no one likes bowling but Jessica and I. Maybe everyone will be up for some ice skating! Grrrreatt!!!!! :). I really wanna see "A Series of Unfortunate Events". I read all of the books and I loved them!!! I wanted to see the "Polar Express" too because I liked the book. We sat in the theatre and everyone was "Does she really wanna see this" so since they didn't wanna see it I said we could do in "Saw". But hey, that wasn't too bad. I miss Jessica, Stephanie, Chan, Pacey, Roberta, and Kelly alot. I really like being with them all. Oh, and Jessica's little boyfriend Steve... ehh. I don't like him much:D. But I guess he is alright if he makes her so happy.
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1 Big Mouths Strike Again
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[07 Dec 2004|09:15pm] |
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Wow, I really haven't updated in forever. It seems like years haha. Everytime I update it seems like what I have to say is just bad news. Well, SHOCK! more bad news. I can't attend school for three weeks because of my spleen. Yesterday I was stuck in the nurse's office from 4th period to 8th period when my mom finally came to pick me up. I cou;dn't stop crying from the pain. My mom took me to the docter and she said that it hasn't been improving, just getting worse. She then told me I shouldn't even be in school in this condition. You can really see my spleen poking through my skin. It's digusting and so painful! If it doesn't go down in about a week my mom is going to take em to the emergancy room again. But see, if she takes me to the emergancy room again I ahve to stay over night because they have to keep on checking on me. I really don't want to go to the hopsital, that means more IV's and needles BLAH! I'm really going to miss school. Now, I don't even know if I can go to my band concert. I did so well on my timpani piece too ohh ::sigh::. My hard work did nothing for me. I had to cancell all my yoga classes and drum lessons. I am miserable. Eevrynight I can't even fall asleep because I feel like I am laying on a bed of needles. It is horrible! My shoulders and back are killing me as well.
Enough with blabbering on about my pain. I would really like to know how everything is going for everyone else. I'm really sorry I haven't updated or gotten anytime to talk to anyone really.Chan should be coming back from China soon. I really do miss him. He hasn't called me at all today. I guess he was busy. He called me yesterday but didn't get to go online. I am making a skirt for Jessica shhh don't tell. Oh man, I already told her. She is making me one and I thought, well with all the free time on my hands why not make her one? I don't know what fabric to make it out of. I really have a habit of telling people their presents. So far, everyone I have gotten a present for knows a hint or what their present is, or what it actually is except for Nick and my dad. Dammmn! Well, I should really try keeping my mouth shut. I can't wait until Christmas!!! Tomorrow me and my mommy are going to make Christmas cookies!:D. I love Christmas cookies!! I especially love when they make my whole house smell scrumdiddliumcious!
Well, I promise I will try to update more.
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It all started yesterday, first period. I was reading what I had to do on my ditto and of course standing up in front of a desk. I don't even know who it was but somebody comes behind me and their back pack hits me. Of course the side where my splien is damaged goes into the desk. I couldn't breathe at that moment. The funny thing is, the bell rang at that moment. So, I go to my next class which is Spanish. I am crying with tears streaming down my face. I tell her I really need to go to the nurse and that I think I'm going to throw up. I try to tell her I tyhink I damage my splien and she tells me to sit down and do my ditto, then I can go to the nurse. I ready to fucking die! And she just stands there and tells me to do my ditto. I didn't even bother trying to do the ditto. I just wrote down something and asked to go. The nurse made me call my mom. Mommy came to get me and took me to the Emergancy Room. They took me right in and checked my heart rate. My heart rate went down but not majorally, it could have been from being so terribly frightened. They made me change into one of those gowns. The doctor came in and he put that cold jelly stuff on my splien with the rolley thing. My splien took up more than the size of the screen. It was like an island! He put alot of pressure on it and wow... it hurt so bad. Then after that I have to get an IV!!! Oh boy! An IV! I was sooo scared! I hate IV's! They are horrible! So, I made it through that but I won't say it didn't hurt. Then after that I got 6 blood works done. Then they checked my heart rate and heart beat. My heart rate was still down alittle. They gave me medicine for the pain and once it kicked in... wow! I couldn't stop laughing! The lady tells me "Okay, this may make you feel alittle dizzy or giggly". And then BAM! HAHAHAHA. It was really funny. Then I got really tired and sorta of dozed off. They then put a whole bunch of stuff through my IV that made my whole mouth taste like permanant marker. I could feel it go in and it was quite painful indeed. They then wheeled me into the X-Ray Room. I got a cat scan and an MRI. During the Cat Scan it was horrible! They put this stuff in my IV that was supposed to give me a "warm sensation"... yeah, uhh it hurt like hell and made me have to pee. We got the x-rays back and I got to go home. I slept from 6pm until 10am this morning. Ahh nice 21 hours of sleep straight through!
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1. What do people tend to label you as (i.e., Chav (townie) Prep, trendy, punk, Goth, mambo, skater etc. Everyone calls me "emo Johanna". It does get pretty annoying. yeah, whats mambo?
2. Do you choose to label yourself (if you do, what as?): That's for squares.
3. Describe your dress sense: Mostly vintage and retro.PARKERS I love pin stripes, polka dots, and neon colors. Leg- ins, skirts, suit jackets, scarves, lots of floral prints.
4. What are you wearing right now: A black fitted artist's shirt, faded jeans, my rose vans, and flowers(picked them myself haha)
5. What jewellery are you wearing: You spelt jewlery wrong. Well, pearls, charms, beaded dangle earrings
6. What makeup are you wearing? Silver eye-liner on top, black on bottom, and red lipstick.
7. What are you most known for wearing: My parker.
8. Friends wise – do you hang around with people who dress the same as you? I dont have many friends haha. Jessica dresses like a dork and Stephanie dresses her own way. But no, not anything like me.
9. What particular clothes style do you hate and why: Rocawear and Ecko bother the fuck out of me.
10. Describe your hair: Short, choppy, straight, dirty blonde with platinum blonde highlights
11. Do you take pride in your appearance? Yes.
+ The opposite sex.
12. Would you say you were straight, gay or bi? Straight.
13. What is your attitude to gay relationships if you’re straight? I am all for gay rights.
14. Do you know anyone who is gay or bi? Yes.
15. Who? Thats classified 411! hah
16. Have you ever had a sexual experience with someone of the same sex? Hmm.
17. Are you currently in a relationship? No
18. If your answer is no – do you want to be? Yes.
19. Do you have a specific type in guys (or girls)? Yes, I am quite picky, really theres only one boy out there for me and we are long gone.
20. What kind of people will you NOT go out with? People like Freddy
21. What kind of people would you LOVE to go out with? People like Morrissey
22. Do you have crushes (if so, who are they :::describe:::)They are someone who will never love me again.
23. What song makes you feel most romantic? "Let It Be" - The Beatles
24. What’s your age limit (you won’t go out with people older than…)? Fourteen.
25. Would you go out with people younger than you? A few months maybe.
26. Are you in love? :/
27. Have you ever been in love with someone who wasn’t available to you? No.
+ Music
28. What song are you listening to now? The Scissor Sisters- "Someone To Touch"
29. Name 6 of your favourite bands and singers: The Smiths, Morrissey, Hanson, Le Tigre, The Beatles, and Bright Eyes.
30. How often do you listen to music: 99.9%
31. How would you describe your music taste: I am quite diverse
32. Is the music you like a strong representation of you and your personality? Yes
33. Can you sing, or are you in a band? I am tone deaf dear.
+ Favourites
34. Favourite Films (list a minimum of 3): Rocky Horror Picture Show,Sid and Nancy The Professional, Grease, Armageddon, Where The Heart Is, A Walk On The Moon, Unfaithful.
35. Favourite T.V shows (list 3): Dawson's Creek, 7th Heaven, Gilmore girls, FRIENDS, South Park.
36. Favourite Drinks (list 3): Tea.
37. Favourite Ethnic Food: Polish, Spanish.
38. Favourite Snack Items (list 3): lentils.
39. Favourite Books (list 3): The Perks of Being a Wallflower, Saint Morrissey, Wuthering Heights.
40. Favourite Drawing Medium (ie. Pencil, Pastels, Conte, Charcoal):Charcoal
41. Favourite Cereals (list 2): Protein Plus, Cheerios, and Ferina.
+ Family Friends
42. Do you have a big family? No not at all
43. Who are you closest to? My sister
44. Do you get on better with your mum or your dad? Mummay.
45. Do you get along with your siblings? Yes I do.
46. Who lives with you? Mommy, dad, Anna, Scooter, Leah,
47. Are your parents divorced? No
48. One best friend or a lot of friends? One best friend
49. Who was the last friend you hung out with, and what did you do? Jessica and Stephanie. We went to the mall and window shopped.
50. Who was the last friend you chatted with on the phone? Mike Chan.
51. Is there one particular thing you can do with one friend that you can’t do with any of the others? I can play the mole game with only Jessica. Oh, and sharpen pencils. Hahah.
52. Who can you tell all your secrets to? Jessica.
53. Who was the last friend you were annoyed with and why? Le Ann
54. Which friend do you share most in common with? Jessica
+ Random questions
55. Do you have a mobile phone? Yup.
56. What make is it? Verizon
57. What do you use it for? Looking cool.
58. Who is the first person listed in your phone (book): Anna.
59. What’s the situation with the weather right now, where you are? A grey/light blue sky, many black clouds.
60. Do you like rain? I am in love with rain.
61. What time is it? 4:31PM
62. What are you having for dinner? I dont think anything.
63. What are you going to do tomorrow? Jessica is sleeping over and we are playing DDR 'till we die.
64. What was the last movie you watched? The Professional
65. What are your favourite names? Sasha and Basil
66. What’s your favourite take out food? Taco Bell, spanish dinners.
67. In single words (not sentences) describe your personality: Creative, artsy, boring, nerd, scared.
68. Name a few people you can’t stand: Roberta. She's such a bitch. I hate her.
69. When was the last time you laughed hysterically and why? Wow, I cnat recall.
70. When was the last time you were scared and why? Today, because I saw someone I didn't want too.
71. How old are your grandparents? 68 and uhhh... 56?
72. What’s your nearest church called? The Hebrew Center
73. The last time you ate birthday cake? At Coly's birfday
74. The last book you read? Wuthering Heights- Emily Bront'e
75. The next book you’re going to read? "Frankenstein"
76. Do you have fantasies (Whether sexual or not, you tell me): Move to England
77. Who was the last person who showed you affection? Ehh
78. What’s your favourite Shakespeare play? Mercelius, Pt II
79. When you go into a bookshop, which section do you head for? Poetry, Fiction, Classic.
80. When was the last time you were so overly annoyed, you wanted to scream blue murder: Today at Le ann.
81. Who was the last person you spoke to through IM: Manxwytch
82. What’s the date today? Novemeber 19th
83. If you died, what song would you want to be played at your funeral: "Asleep"- The Smiths.
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We got the tests back yesterday and I have strep throat. This really sucks. I have strep throat and the flu right before Halloween. Tomorrow is Halloween and me and Anna are going trick or treating. Manxwytch is in town and he was supposed to go trick or treating with us but now he can't because Nicole won't trick or treat with us because she's mad at Anna because Anna had to study and couldn't go to Steve's halloween party tonight. Manxwytch is leaving on Tuesday and I don't know how I'm going to get to see him now! I was really excited about going trick or treating with him.
Well, things could be better. I still have the whole thing on my mind. I haven't been in school for two days because of the flue. Everyone is telling me how Kevin is always hugging and holding Alyssa's hand and how they hung out on thursday. These are not things that will help me get over him. He took everything away from me. He took my one and only friend in that school away, and that was him. Now everyday at lunch what do I do? Read. I used to have someone to talk too and I liked it alot. Now, I have no one to talk to but the text in front of me. I never have anyone to talk to in the halls, no one to say hello too, no one to smile at. I used to be so upset because I was always so lonely. Now, I have to be upset about being lonely, and missing being happy. He asked to be my friend but I said no. The only reason why he even un blocked me and asked was because Jessica made him. It's really how funny how fast he got over us. It really sucks, everytime I wind up writing about him in my live journal now. The past like four or five entrie have been mainly about him. I have to stop thinking about him. I didn't want to be his friend because when I am over this I will know that I don't need him in life. Being his friend would just make me more upset seeing him with her and it wouldn't help me at all. At least, when I'm over him I can be proud of myself for being over him. He really ruined alot of me. It's like he ruined all of me. Even my teachers can tell I'm heart broken.
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I am not over him and it is driving me nuts. I find out on Wedsday, I got dumped for a cheerleader. And not just any cheerleader but Alyssa Weinmann. He hugs her and hold her hand right in front of me and has no consideration for how it may make me feel. He never held my hand in school. He would hug me but he never grasped my hand in school. The thing is, they aren't even going out and he hold her hand but he wouldn't hold mine. Well, actually they might be going out I don't know but from what I hear they aren't. He's so happy and I'm so miserable. He lied to me in a note and made an excuse. He chose the one thing that wouldn't make him seem like a dick. That's all he is, a jerk. Boys really suck. I knew it was too good to be true, he came across to be the best kid ever. How can I ever trust someone again? I trusted him with my world. I know I can find someone that I will love even more than him. Really, if you think about it we didn't have that much in common. I am more of the shy, smart kid. He is more of the wild kid who acts all badass. I guess he needs a little slut who goes and gives Jesse Kelly head. She used to wear her cheerleader sweatshirts all the time and now because she like Kevin the "skater" kid, you see her wearing etnies, vans, adios, of course. He wasn't for me, I needed someone who appreciated Morrissey, The Smiths, and The Metropolitan. He had no taste in art and he called Morrissey a fag. He said the Smiths were old people music and he said they were too soft for him. I guess I was too soft for him that he got bored of me. I guess it's easy to get bored of someone like me. I don't have many things to surprise you in my life. But the thing that bothers me so much is that she is so typcial. I got dumped and I got my heart broken just so someone like her could be happy. She is just like everyone else. I really thought Kevin was the only person who could make me shine. Now that my light is out I don't really know where to go. This really explains the line "There is a light that will never go out", huh. I just wish I could be happy with myself. I wish I could look the way I wanted. In my opinion I think I need to lose weight. Everyone tells me that I am insane but I don't have the figure I want. I want to be able to put on vivid, cool colors of make-up but I suck at putting it on. I want to be able to die my hair platinum blonde but my mom tells me it will come out too redish since my hair is already dirty blonde. I love all of these great outfits and different fashions of clothes but I can never match them good enough. I don't want to sound like a big drama queen but I sorta hate me. I hate who and what I am.
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[23 Oct 2004|01:37pm] |
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Wow... I really never expected him to just stop things. No one knows how much it hurts to hear someone tell you that they love you so much. They would tell you everyday and it made you feel like you were so important to them. Then, they stop doing the things they would. They stop coming to your locker. They stop waiting for you after your classes. They stop talking to you. They stop calling you. Then, at lunch you say "hello" to them and they just turn their head. You sit there not talking to them with a pit in your throat. I wanted to cry so badly, I swear. Then, it's then when they kill you. They give their friend a note to give to you to break up with you. Wow, he couldn't even break my heart to my face. And over what? Because I am moving in two eyars. Two years! Wow. Then, your friend calls him and begs him to take you back and his response: "Take her back and be miserable again." Then you sit on the computer when you can't even pick your head up because you are sick with the flu just for them to sign on. They never sign on so you decide to just rest for a few minutes. When you come back you find out that they signed on when you were gone. Did he bother to IM me and see how I was feeling? No. He told me he still loves me and he would still like to be FRIENDS. Wow, what a lie. Nice to know all I ever did was make him feel miserable. And what hurts so badly is he's fine. While I'm walking in the halls crying my eyes out, I see him cracking his head off. I really did love him. He told me he would never forget me, that was a real lie. I really thought I was in love. I really thought I was loved too.
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Wow, I really haven't updated in a while. I won't say I am busy because lately I haven't been THAT busy. I have been hanging out with Kevin alot lately so that has been taking up alot of my time, but that is great:). I have been feeling down in the dumps lately. I don't know why but I feel mad. One minute I want to cry my eyes out and the next I want to like punch something. I never feel this angry most of the time. I don't know what is happening. My mom has been yelling at me for not eating as much anymore, but I don't really have that much of an appetite. Plus, there's not much I cant eat since the whole family eats mostly meat. The bad thing about seeing your boy friend everday is that you get to attached to him where, when you can't see him every weekend you feel dead. I hate this feeling. I mean, I have the best boy friend in the world. He calls me all the time and actually WANTS to be with me which makes me happy. It's just, that doesn't make everyday so shiny and clear. I think I might just be going through something. I am not horribly depressed, and I am not going through a deep depression. I just feel down in the dumps right?
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Last night I wanted to hang out with Anna. She told me that she was going to hang out with me when she was off the phone with what she was talking about with Nick. So, I go into her room and roll my eyes to the sight of seeing her sleeping. So, before I leave her room she wakes upa nd tells me to give her a few more minutes and she will hang out with me after. I come back in 45 minutes and hear her on the phone with Nick. I didn't even bother going in anad yelling at her. I just went in my room and let out what I had too. I thought that it would be different. I mean, do you see me ditching her for Kevin at anytime? She is on the phone more with Nick than I am with Kevin and her and Nick aren't even going out. I am happy for her that she found someone who seems perfect for her, but at this moment I really wish she never met him. Let her move to fucking California for him. Let her fucking move. She doesn't even care how much it hurts me anymore. She couldn't give two fucks anymore because he is all that is ever on her mind. The girl lives in the same house as me and each day she says about three words to me. Anna has always been my best friend and my idol and now she is dead. No one wants to know what this feels like. I would talk to her more if she moved to Calirfonia. Uggh, just let her move and get it over with. I wouldn't be surprised if she just snuck out one night and drove there, I really wouldn't. It's really sad to hate your sister... the one person you knew you could count on for evevrything. I have never had a single friend do as much for me as Anna has, no one has ever made me so happy. What am I even living for anymore?
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I got hit with the flu. Ahhh, it brings back horrible memories of being ill haha. I get sick way too much. Well, I want to go to school tomorrow, I don't know why but I do. So, in that case I am trying to get well so my mother will let me attend. If I just act happy then maybe I'll be good haha. My head is pounding and my throat feels like a cat scratched the living day lights out of it... but I am a trooper. I am almost done with "Morrissey's Manchester". It is alittle boring, but it is teaching me alot about Manchester. It really has pretty much nothing to do with Morrissey or The Smiths but that is okay. "Saint Morrissey" is a way better book. My English teacher sucks. She doesn't even know what she is doing. I miss Mrs. Bay so much. My English teacher is really a social teacher and she had to switch to English for this year and she isn't the best. She just has us read from a text book and write vocabulary words down, uggh. Welp, you can't expect the most from people. Maybe I'll warm up to her. First impressions don't tell the whole story of a person, just the front cover. She didn't give me any kinds of vibes so I guess that is alright. Well, I am going to try to study alittle for my Spanish test that I have to finish tomorrow... i think I failed. But I did get a 95 on my math test, mommy is so proud :)
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[x] whats your name?: Johanna
[x] how old?: 13
[x] siblings?: Anna- sister Marshall- brother
[x] their ages: 18 and 30
[x] female Or male: Female
[x] birthday: March, 29th
[x] nationality: Polish
[x] Birthplace: My mom
[x] Current School: PACA
[x] Eye Color: Blue
[x] Hair Color: Blonde
[x] Righty or Lefty:Righty
[x] Zodiac Sign: Aries
[x] Innie or Outtie: Innie
[[-----------------WHAT IS------------------]]
[x] Your most overused phrase on aim: Yo hoe!
[x] Your thoughts when you first wake up: What time is it?
[x] The first features you notice in the opposite sex: Jaws, hair.
[x] Your best physical feature: My eyes.
[x] Your bedtime: Whenever I knock out.
[[-----------------DO YOU------------------]]
[x] Smoke: No, and never will
[x] Cuss: I don't like profanity but sometimes I slip. haha
[x] Take a shower everyday: Yes.
[x] Have a crush: On Mr. Rogers ;)
[x] Do you think you've been in love?: I am
[x] Want to go to college: Yes.
[x] Want to get married: Yes.
[x] Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: Yes.
[x] Get motion sickness: All of the time.
[x] Think you're attractive: Not one bit.
[x] Think you're a health freak: Yes.
[x] Get along with your parents: Yes.
[x] Like thunderstorms: Yes.
[x] Play an instrument: Yes. alot. :)
[[-------IN THE PAST MONTH DID/HAVE YOU---------]]
[x] Go to the mall: Yes!
[x] Eaten sushi: I am a vegetarian
[x] Been on stage: Yes
[x] Gone skating: Yes.
[x] Made homemade cookies: Yes.
[x] Been in love: I ammmm:)
[x] Dyed your hair: Yes.
[x] Stolen anything: No.
[[-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------]]
[x] Flown on a plane: Yes.
[x] Missed school because it was raining?: No.
[x] Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: No.
[x] Cried during a Movie?: Yes!
[x] Cut your hair: Yes.
[x] Had crush on a teacher?: Yes.
[x] Played a game that required removal of clothing?: Hahahah strip poker with Manxwytch!
[x] Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: No.
[x] Been caught "doing something"? No.
[x] Been called a tease: Yes hahahah!!!
[[------------------OPPOSITE SEX---------------------]]
[x] notice first? Hair :)
[x] have a BF/GF? Yes.
[x] any specific kind of guy/girl you into? Emo boys are my weakness :)
[x] been rejected? No.
[x] ever rejected someone? Yes.
[x] broken someones heart? Yes.
[x] ever been heart broken? Yes.
[x] if so how many times?: Too many!
[x] been kissed recently? Yes.
[x] Best eye color: Blue
[x] Best hair color: Blonde, Black, dark brown.
[x] Best height: Talle than me.
[[-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------]]
[x] Number of people I could trust with my life: 6
[x] Number of CDs that I own: Too many!
[x] Number of piercings: Four.
[x] Number of tattoos: No.
[x] Number of scars on my body: Ehh some.
[x] Number of things in my past that I regret: Something.
[[----------------FAVORITES------------------]]
[x] Shampoo: Patene Pro-V
[x] Fav Color(s): Hot pink, neon green, blue, white, red.
[x] Day/Night: Night
[x] Summer/Winter: WINTER!
[x] Fave Food: Alot. lol Used to be kapusta but that has meat.
[x] Fave Movies: Too many!!
[[------------------RIGHT NOW------------------]]
[x] Wearing: My jammies, and a Patent Pending hoodie.
[x] Drinking: I just had some tea :) Chamomile/
[x] Thinking about: Kevin.
[x] Listening to: Bright Eyes.
[[---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------]]
[x] Cried: Yes.
[x] Worn jeans:Yes.
[x] Met someone new online: No.
[x] Done laundry:Yes.
[x] Drove a car: No.
[x] Talked on the phone: Yes... mmm :)
[[-------------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------ ]]
[x] Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: Yes.
[x] Who have you known the longest of your closest friends? Jessica
[x] Are you close to any family member?: Anna, but she is my sister so Uncle Antony.
[x] Who do you hang around the most?: Kevin.
[[----------------RANDOMNESS-------------------]]
[x] i love to____with people?: Laugh
[x] what are the last 4 digits of yur phone #?: 8649
[x] what was the last thing you ate?: Salsa and chips.
[x] the last person u talked on the phone with?: Kevin.
[x] favorite drink?: Chamomile Tea.
[x] the last movie that you saw?: Home Fries.
[x] hugs or kisses?: Ohhh... ahh both.
[x] what book are u readin?: Morrissey's Manchester.
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[25 Sep 2004|11:28am] |
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Wow, I really haven't update in quite sometime. I have been so busy with the loads of homework that fill to the brim. My Spanish teach gives the most homework. Like I said, she is like a drill sargent! Well, things are going pretty well for me now. I am getting along great with Jessica now and Kevin and me are great. Tonight we are going to ACTION Fest. I can't wait!!! It's a save the animal's concert and Patent Pending and The NSG are playing! It should be a great show!! We are re- doing our bathroom upstairs and it is a bitch to wake up at 8 to banging and tearing of the walls in the next room, uggh. Fun!!! I just woke up this morning with Scooter's eyes staring right into my eyes, it was quite scary haha. Well, since I could get back to sleep I decided to read some more of "Morrissey's Manchester" which is a book mostly just about Manchester, not as much Morrissey. But I may say, it is a really wonderful book. It helps me learn about Manchester since I would really like to live there and all. Well, i must go take a shower. I promise I will update more this week.
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2 Big Mouths Strike Again
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I'm actually happy for once and it upsets people. Some people just don't like to see me happy? Well, that can't be now can it? Maybe, they are just used to me not being so happy. I am actually please with myself for once and they go and make up an excuse to make it all crash down on me. Well, i am pleased with who and what i have so I don't need anything else to make it better for me. I have been waiting so long for this to happen to me. I have flipped through the pages of my life wondering when the print would get just alittle but clear. I can see my path now and I know where I am. I know what I have always been waiting for and I actually have it now and I won't let it fly away. Someone for once actually likes my company. Do you know what it feels like to be able to have someone WANT to spend four days in a row with you? I don't know why but that makes me feel so much better about myself. People easily get sick of me but not this one. There is now actually someone who wishes they could be with me everyday of their life.
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5 Big Mouths Strike Again
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Last night was the Patent Pending and ASOB show. It was so awesome. Me, Jessica and Jen went in the skank pit like 80 times. It was my best show besides Morrissey and Hanson I may say. It was so great! I am so sore from it though. It was my first show in the skank pit but I am really glad that I got the courage to go in. It really helped that Jessica and Jen were there with me. I got a Patent Pending shirt and CD. I haven't written in a while because I have been really busy with school and evevrything. Today is the season premiere of 7th Heaven!!! I am so excited!
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1 Big Mouths Strike Again
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[10 Sep 2004|11:54pm] |
I AM 77% EMO!  Holy gee whilikers... I am as emo as it gets... I will try to cheer the heck up and stop wiping my nose on my sweater... |
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Well, I may say I am utterly excited. Kevin and I are walking home together tomorrow and then he is coming over my house. I hope all goes well. It will be our first time hanging out and I am so excited. I am a bit nervous but yeah, I am more excited for the day! Today was the first day of school. I actually like school, really. I have Le Ann, Jessica, and Erin in my classes which makes things so much easier! I love my Le Ann aww! My teahcers are all ncie except my Spanish teacher! What a bitch she is! She doesn't accept homework one day late, even if you're sick. And get this! No matter what, you can't go to the bathroom. Even if you're about to burst!!! She said that it's your fualt for not going before class. I don't like her. This is her first time in the United States. She's from somewhere in Spain. She also talks WAY too loud!
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Well, things are going better I may say. I am going out with Kevin and he makes me feel a whole lot better. He's perfect for me. I don't think I get along with anyone as much as I get along with him. Yes, he makes me very happy:). I can't stop listening to "Grand Theft Autum" by Fall Out Boy. That song is amazing! I love it! I can't wait until the Morrissey show! I have to get the tickets at 12 somehow on Sept. 10th. I think I am getting Anna to order them for me. Then sometime in October I am going to see Green Day with Jessica and her boy friend. Then, in November I may possibly be seieng Taking Back Sunday which would be utterly amazing. But of course, nothing could compare to Morrissey. School starts on Tuesday. I was all excited for school, but knowing that it will be just like last year... my hopes fell down alittle bit there. Last year wasn't a great year. I had alot of problems with friends and everything. The only thing good about last year were my teachers. I thought all of my teachers last year were nice excpet for Mr. Nielse. And hey! Guess who I have agian this year?! Mr. Nielsen! Uggh. Mr. Nielsen is such a snob, I trully hate that man. I'm really going to miss Mrs. Klien after she retired and all. Paca isn't going to be the same without her:'(. Ohh well... I haven't updated in quite sometime. I have just felt down in teh dumps. I have no idea why though, I just do. I think I get too much sleep. I am trying to wake up earlier more often. Jessica and Stephanie are away together upstate. I miss them alot! Alot.
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6 Big Mouths Strike Again
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Name: Johanna
D.O.B: March, 29th
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: Blonde.
Boy friend/ girlfriend: Yes.
If so. Name: Kevin.
Ever been in love: Yes
With whome: He knows who he is.
Are you in love as of now: I suppose so.
Best friend: Yes
If so, name: Jessica and Stephanie
Have you ever kissed your best friend: Yes.
Ever had feelings for them?: No.
The most romantic place you've ever been: East Enders
Most romantic flower: A red rose
Most romantic kiss: I haven't had a romantic kiss yet.
Most good looking female/male: There are far too many beuaties.
Ever had your heart broken: Yes.
If so, By whome: He knows who he is.
Idol: My sister, Anna.
Types of music: New Wave, hardcore, indie, emo, ska, punk, jazz, classical.
Favorite Subject: English.
Favorite Book: The Perks of Being a Wallflower.
Author: Francesca Lia Block
Favorite Band/Musicians: The Smiths, Morrissey.
Song: The Smiths- "Panic"
Instrument: Drums, Percussion, Bells, Piano
Favorite type of music: New Wave.
Hobbies: Writing, reading.
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Wow! I just had the most horrifying dream ever! I was sleeping over Ariel Castro's house. Now I have't spoken to this girl for about two years. We used to be best friends ever since Nursery School but things happend which I don't want to talk about. I was at her house and all of a sudden Scooter runs in the doorway. Now, strangley, my house was next door to hers while in real life it's about five blocks away. Well, I caught Scooter and called my parents. My grandpa was at the house and he picked up the phone when I caled. I was screaming at him and asking why they let Scooter out at night and in the front yard! They never let him out in the front yard! He didn't say anything and his wife came on the phone asking if she could hang up because she had to call someone. I told her this was a little more important and she yelled at me for being rude. Now, I love my Grandpa's wife, Donna... she is a sweetheart but in this dream I did not. Now she goes "So, this is really important"? And I go "YES! It is very important! I love Scooter more than anything and I don't want grandpa letting him outside when he feels like it." So, she goes "Well, I just made it an even more important matter". And I see Scooter running out of the Castro's house and running on Neighbrohood road! Now Neighbrohood road is so busy! It is as busy as a high way sometimes! I ran after Scooter in my pajamas and bare feet shrieking his name as loud as I could. There were people standing in the middle of the street. I asked them where the blonde dog ran too. They didn't know and started laughing like my face was the funniest thing they could ever see. It was freezing outside. I could see Scooter up ahead in the middle of the street. I run up to him and he is with another dog. I run up to him and this time, he runs away from me. He never runs away from me unless we are playing. I ran after him up and down block and never worried about losing my breathe. But then I could feel my body get really warm and I woke up. I guess in my dream I never found Scooter. But really, it was such a relief to have his head right there on my shoulder looking at me with those hazel, adorable eyes. Now, I will happily clean up his throw-up anyday... okay not happily but alittle more sympathetic. I love him!
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